June 2nd, 2005 -- by Aphrodite
Almost Ready For Dick Again
It’s good to know that I wasn’t going crazy with R, but it’s still scary that I came so close to doing something totally stupid because of teenage lust.
I’m doing a little better, I even looked for some good cock shots, but didn’t find much yet. I did find some penises I’d like to suck….but the web site says no unapproved use of their pictures. :( Use your imagination until you get to the site to see these candy penises and penis macaronis. I don’t know if I’d like the Dicklick’s gum or the Lollicocks better….but then I found the page of chocolate penises! For those of you more interested in the female form, you can choose from stuff like titaroni, pussy pops, and boob cookies. Yum!
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Hey, Aphrodite, I think maybe whirlbrain might be able to help you there. ;)
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Thanks for the plug Karl.
Check my archives as well. There’s a lot there to see. I did a whole bunch a few weeks ago. Mmmm, maybe a little longer. Have fun and post what you like!
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You guys are too good to me! :D
Anything for you, Mighty A!
What happened to the audience participation cocks?
I may get back to that someday, sinboy…..not right now. There’s alot I’m still trying to deal with.
It’s doubly sad, that you were on the recieving end of R’s stupidity and inexperience, and that he may never be able to learn how to explore his desires and needs properly. ‘Young love’ is often more headlong, more passionate, more intense, and so it can Hurt more if it comes crashing down. It took me two full years to get over my first real love, it was in high school too. The intensity of the feelings from that time in your life may be one of the reasons you are feeling the pain so much this time. That, and the knowledge that R came so Very close to getting it right, but then screwed it up, Very badly. He couldn’t handle you telling him he was doing it wrong, it takes a Very strong man to be able to take that kind of criticism in the bedroom well.
Perhaps he was just too inexperienced in sub/dom play to know better, or perhaps at his core he is too unfeeling to care about the other person. In either case, please look long and hard at your emotions and his background/current situation before you do anything with him again, you are too precious to us your online friends, going through such pain again is a horrible thing.
Thanks Justin, you’re right that the intensity of my feelings from highschool made it hurt worse. I just couldn’t believe it was my R when he was being so cold to me. But I’m okay now, really, and your just one reason why.