Pegging Him For The First Time
Her new boyfriend wants to be pegged. Anne Hastings writing at Postmodern Woman is game, but nervous:
I did my research, reading up on pegging and prostate stimulation and tried on the leather harness and ‘realistic’ dildo that my boyfriend had bought in the hopes of someday finding a girlfriend who would be up for it. That girlfriend was me.
So when he brought the idea up, that night, I said yes.
Immediately I felt scared. What if I didn’t do it right or couldn’t make him feel good? Could I control this silicone thing that wasn’t actually part of my body? I knew I didn’t need to feel embarrassed if our first attempt wasn’t exactly professional. I also knew that, just the fact I was prepared to try it, would make him happy. That didn’t stop me feeling scared all of a sudden, as if I’d never had sex before.
I suppose I had never had sex like this before. I felt vulnerable, exposed and worried I couldn’t satisfy my partner’. Normally, as a woman, that job is pretty easy.
‘Are you nervous?’ he asked me between kisses.
‘I am.’
‘Why?’
‘I’ve never done this before. I might be rubbish.’
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Of course doing your “research” in such an instance is considerate and “just being smart”, but personally I feel that anyone who doesn’t forgive your learning curve, and treasure you for your adventurous spirit, probably isn’t worth fretting over…
Thanks for your supportive message. I may have done him a disservice because he’s been nothing but supportive of my learning curve and deeply appreciative it’s just that the first time you try something you while you don’t expect to get it perfect, you really don’t want it to be awful either.