Her new boyfriend wants to be pegged. Anne Hastings writing at Postmodern Woman is game, but nervous:
I did my research, reading up on pegging and prostate stimulation and tried on the leather harness and ‘realistic’ dildo that my boyfriend had bought in the hopes of someday finding a girlfriend who would be up for it. That girlfriend was me.
So when he brought the idea up, that night, I said yes.
Immediately I felt scared. What if I didn’t do it right or couldn’t make him feel good? Could I control this silicone thing that wasn’t actually part of my body? I knew I didn’t need to feel embarrassed if our first attempt wasn’t exactly professional. I also knew that, just the fact I was prepared to try it, would make him happy. That didn’t stop me feeling scared all of a sudden, as if I’d never had sex before.
I suppose I had never had sex like this before. I felt vulnerable, exposed and worried I couldn’t satisfy my partner’. Normally, as a woman, that job is pretty easy.
‘Are you nervous?’ he asked me between kisses.
‘I am.’
‘Why?’
‘I’ve never done this before. I might be rubbish.’
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